2025-01-15 - Alcohol or Weed?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: dude you ok ?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: you left the skate park in a hurry

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: do you even skate?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: also i was in the water last night.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: not sure if you even know what im talking about

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Hey, Theo! Yeah, I'm okay. I'm sorry if I put a damper on your thing the other night. I thought I could deal but I was wrong.

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Oh shit I was in the water yesterday too! You were at the thing with the sunken ships?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: It’s ok. I know you have a hard time with social stuff at least you tried

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: Yeah. Felt ill equipped. Two of our team members didn’t do so hot. What about you ?

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Hey, I tried without, you know, help. But it didn't work. I'm super embarrassed and your friends probably think I'm a weird flake.

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Um, I went into the water. And guess what? I can turn into a bear now. A really fucking big bear. I found out they can swim amazing but they can't dive for shit. So I ended up back in the boat. I guess I'm just failing at everything lately.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: To tell you the truth there were people in that group that I didn't even know. It is okay. I am sure everyone understands

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: You just have to find your right animal and what it can do and go from there . you can turn into an animal. i can't do that. you have now turned into a fox and a bear. i know someone who can turn into a dog and another who can turn into a raven

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: I'm a quarter of the way into a liter of vodka. Imma put it back in the freezer before I start saying things I wish I didn't say.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: What's wrong, Josh? You know I'll listen

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: You're about a quarter bottle too early for me to say that.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: that bad ?

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: C'mon, Theo. You know how I feel about you. It's just taking me longer than I thought to flick the switch into not hoping for more than friendship. I totally respect your choice and I will always be your friend. But I get to at least be sad about it for a while, don't I?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: Oh.....

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: I asked for time

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: bc dude I just met you

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: lol I wasn't asking for your hand in marriage.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: and from what i understand instalove probably could end in disaster and i like you well enough to take it slow

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: this is true

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: i would def run away if that had been the case

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: I just thought it would be nice to kiss you.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: im scared of kissing

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: last time i tried to kiss a body it didn't go well

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Because of germs?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: ........

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: no

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: lol sorry that was the vodka talking 😃

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: idk what is better or worse alcohol or weed ha ha

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Alcohol is worse.

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Weed never makes me say things I shouldn't say.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: and see im the opposite

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: i would rather drink then get high

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: tbh alcohol tastes like shit to me.

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Also, wtf is up with trying something, having it not go well, and then bam you're off it for like life?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: bc i get in to deep and i am having a hard time shaking this one off

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: depends on what kind of alcohol you are drinking imo

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: I'm sorry you're having trouble getting over someone. It sucks. Whoever it is should just fucking kiss you like you deserve.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: How is that going to solve anything? wouldn't it make things worse?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: im in the same shoes as you Josh. I haven't had a lot of experience. this would be like the blind leading the blind kind of thing truth be told

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: I don't know. I've never kissed anyone so I lack a frame of reference. But in my head canon, kissing someone brings people closer together. But I have probably watch too many romantic movies.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: thats what i thought to

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: so maybe i watched the same movies

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: that is why i try to be careful with my affections

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: i have recently just kissed esme's cheeks bc she's my person. i'd do anything for her

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Yeah she's cool.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: we talked about doing a show together. she has a lot of trust in my illusion magic

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: You've never shown me your magic.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: If you want me to show you my magic i can. the empathy one is not so much of a show and tell like illusion can be

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Of course I do. You're my friend. I want to know everything about you.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: that sounds a little creepy Josh hahahaha

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: but i think i know what you mean

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: How the fuck does that sound creepy?

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: it just does. maybe im the weird one

[TXT to Theo] Joshua: Dude, I'm going to bed. I'll talk to you another time or something.

[TXT to Joshua] Theo: I'm glad you are ok Josh. lmk about the magic thing. sleep well. hope you don't wake up with a hangover